When you pray and things get worse....
Ever prayed and it got worse? I have..... If I had time to tell you worse, I would but I'm still finishing the worse.... When the story is complete I will tell you. I know one thing I have learned, when I got worse, I lost faith, got angry, whined, complained, yelled screamed and it didn't help. I slowly but surely learned that I cannot blame God for the worse, I cannot keep losing faith, I learned that I had a responsibility. What was that responsibility? It was to keep my eyes on Jesus, to keep them on the holy spirit and to walk the narrow path. I learned more about God about in my crisis than I ever did when there was peace. It's funny when you lose so much, you'll start thanking God for crazy stuff. In the middle of my crisis, I was thanking God my hair worked right that day. I was thanking God for the opportunity to work an extra job an hour away. I was thanking God I could the little extra needs in life...
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